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any time u like a boy juss know u played yourself always keep that stored in ya mind for later
BRUH.
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"i hope you learn that choosing yourself, will always be the most beautiful love language you can ever learn. i hope you prioritize yourself. i hope you learn never to betray your intuition. i hope you learn to open your soul and listen when god is speaking to you. i hope you learn to grow from past inflictions. i hope you stop using the past as an excuse for stagnancy, and realize your divinity."
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not sure about anything anymore
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i’m in this very odd bubble
like logically, i know i have a lot to do
but like, emotionally, i’m just.. not.. registering it??? i’m not so much calm but like.. standing in a sound proof fishbowl watching all of my obligations press their faces to the glass, yelling and knocking, and like, my homework and emails are teaming up to make a battering ram and my job is trying to tunnel under and i’m just standing here watching it all in muffled, deaf silence like “ok”
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(Source: 8-bitfiction)
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99% chance I’m leaving in 2 weeks.
100% sure I don’t want to.
The first time I haven’t been ready to go.
Maybe because I’m going back to something.
The sense of newness is missing.
Tempted to run away or stay here.
Don’t know which way to turn.
Can’t decide if I’m being melodramatic or not.
I can feel summer seeping from my bones.
I hate autumn, but I also wish I was going somewhere cold.
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"you can be broken everywhere and still be beautiful."– paletemptations (via wnq-writers)
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(Source: lacooletchic)
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(Source: wavegoddess)
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"I want to have more sex, travel more, drink more wine and love life."
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"I need to be alone for certain periods of time or I violate my own rhythm."
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Currently
• Feeling lonely
• Succumbing to ice-cream cravings
• Hoping the new job comes through + it’s the best I ever had
• Feeling the desire to make a book of poetry become more intense
• Feeling the urge to organize and plan myself into oblivion…even though I know too much of it will lead to paralysis
• Hoping all this new shit I bought for my skin ends up working
• Tired of the tired way I look
• Noticing more desire to be more glam and less grunge
• Wanting to go back to Cali 😩🌴
• Wishing I could empty the bowl of my soul in a conversation
• Wishing there was someone to hold me
• Wouldn’t mind temporarily drowning in the illusion of someone else…at least it would give me something to write about for the next 6 months
• Hoping the last part of the year sets the groundwork for massive transformation financially and personally
• I feel like I have to get away to grow
• Internally shaking at my head at the dude who said he needed to use his AK47 on the people who were keeping me away from him 😳😂😒
• Still hoping my other visa comes through…but losing sight of that dream
• Still getting mistaken for a college student 😅
• Wishing I didn’t feel so agitated/discontent/restless/inconvenienced
• Wanting to end my summer off with a bang but afraid I can no longer afford it thanks to all the money I’ve lent out 😣
• Can’t feel my xanax and need about 13 hours of sleep
• Needing a distraction..time for Netflix
